š Miriella - extra set š additional photos with the lovely Miriella but with less clothing and I've got more videos in storage and hope to post more later This cosplay was really fun and it was easy and enjoyable to shoot it I didnāt want to burden you, but Iāll share how Iām feeling. For the past few days, Iāve been constantly experiencing different desires. I want to eat, I want to drink, I want to wash myself, I want to do something. But as soon as I start doing anything, I realize I donāt actually want it. Iāve lost the understanding of what I truly need right now and what I donāt. Itās uncomfortable, yet I keep doing whatever I started. I feel both empty and overwhelmed at the same time (Iāve eaten almost all my supplies). Iām doing nothing, yet doing everythingāand badly. I constantly want to sleep. Yesterday, it was really difficult to work on my cosplay, not just because I ate everything, but also because I got exhausted so quickly. And today, I couldnāt continue⦠My thoughts are a mess too. If you find your fridge empty, your home out of water, and everything in chaosājust know, that was me.